i've seen that you're really religious and i admire u for it. i've been through a lot in my life - abuse and depression/anxiety, addiction and eating disorder isues and ive made some bad decisions. im not really religious but i think i would just like to

If that's how you feel God's calling you. For me, it's not really about the religion. It's about the faith and obedience.

Go ahead. I'll be honest.